i want to use lye for shaving cream rasp dense fibers from my chin stab neon tubes into my jaw until you see within i want to scrape my scalp to patches floss my teeth with wire sew-in contacts cool clear shards sell my skin to any buyer pluck my painted toenails scrub my elbows bloody raw knit a thong for you from tendons trim my biceps with a saw line my clothes with doghair drink a cup of doubt stab the air with my shinbone bare for the one i’m still without